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I try to be the best I  can be and sometimes I fail but its not about failing its about getting back up when you think you cant. I pushed my self through something I didn't ever think I'd come back from, and I'm proud of myself for that. I'll never lose myself again… and if I even believe I'm gonna break I'll look in the mirror and say you can do anything because you are the best version of you and you don't deserve to give up

It was september 9th and I was washing my hands when I had noticed that blood was running down my leg, of course I reached down and caught it and since that day my life has changed. July 15 my best friend passed due to an over dose I was in shock I never thought I'd have hope again I then went to her funeral a few weeks later and had to say goodbye while I held her cold hand crying it hit me she is and was gone.. a few days later I took a test, a pregnancy test and suddenly fear struck me, I was pregnant... what was I going to do that night I thought omg this will help me I had new hope I wanted nothing more then to have this ba